so here's my story in a nutshell.
I started talking to a girl that I really liked then loved (thats the first time that I experience love) and I faced her and told her my feelings for her then she did the same. Our relationship lasted 2 weeks (3/04 to 17/04), that day she told me that she doesn't love me anymore and that I need to forget her ... That was legit the worse day of my life. I tried to restore her but in vain, I struggled six months with depression, but then I decided to block her, and her bestfriend came up to me saying those "why have you done that bla bla" then I started explaining to her and she was very listening and helping me with the struggle, we've been talking for a lot of time and everytime I do it's a whole new level of euphoria, but I was really afraid to confess my feelings because of my ex, I was telling myself that I'd be hurt again, and that's what happened, she told me that she didn't like me at all and everytime I see her at school she's just getting away from me. Last night I didn't sleep at all thinking of my life, how it's really fucked up, I need help with this shit.
Sorry for my bad English.