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    [–] Adults of reddit who were depressed kids or teens, what is it like to be here when you didn't expect to make it this far? What would you tell your younger self if you could? TheDemonQueenLuna 681 points ago * (lasted edited 4 days ago) in AskReddit

    For me personally, as I was the one who asked... I'm glad things got better. I'm glad I stuck around long enough to see them get to the point where I could wake up most days and feel like I was gonna get through them. I'm glad I failed when I tried... but that doesn't mean I'm not confused. Sometimes, I look at my life, I think about plans for the future, and I'm shocked that these are things I have to think about. Both good things and bad. I still struggle with depression, with dark thoughts... but I'm glad I'm at a place now where I can see those things as they pass through my mind and most of the time not let them take root. I never thought I'd have kids, or get married, or even care enough to try and do anything with whatever short time I thought I had left... I'm planning my wedding, I'm talking about having a house, kids, pets, a career... a life. It's overwhelming sometimes, but I'm really glad that I can say I made it here... not just for me, but for the people in my life who I know now needed me.

    I hope things get better, or easier, or safer, or happier for you all. For some of you it takes a hell of a lot of strength sometimes to even just open your eyes or pick up your phone or get out of bed, but every one of you commenting did at least two of those things.

    Even if right now you're not glad you're still here, that doesn't mean that someone else isn't glad you're here.

    [–] My boy is finally gaining weight after discovering he’s allergic to chicken flavor! TheDemonQueenLuna 6 points ago in aww

    I'm not entirely sure my girl is allergic to chicken, but she doesn't seem to like eating for a long while after she's had it-- no weight loss, no vomiting, none of that, but we cut it from her diet just in case. Now the spoiled little girl gets Merrick chicken free food only. I'm glad your baby boy is doing good now that you've changed his diet!

    [–] I haven't drawn in a year or so... so I did a quick crap sketch of Lady Maria from the Bloodborne DLC (hope this counts as gaming related) TheDemonQueenLuna 3 points ago in gaming

    Photography is art! I absolutely love taking photos of flowers and water scenes. I'm not very good at it, but I've seen some breathtaking photos, and it can be so challenging to get that perfect timing for just the right framing, just the perfecting lighting, the best angle... it takes a lot of creativity and skill to take an "every day" moment or object or location and capture it in a way that makes people see it's incredible.

    [–] I haven't drawn in a year or so... so I did a quick crap sketch of Lady Maria from the Bloodborne DLC (hope this counts as gaming related) TheDemonQueenLuna 2 points ago in gaming

    Thank you... you can learn how to draw anytime in life, so if it's something you really want to do, chat with your parents and see if they're up for teaching you some techniques, try to replicate drawings you really like as a start to help you get a feel for how to draw your own stuff... the more you like the subjects you're drawing, the more you'll want to draw them.

    [–] I haven't drawn in a year or so... so I did a quick crap sketch of Lady Maria from the Bloodborne DLC (hope this counts as gaming related) TheDemonQueenLuna 2 points ago in gaming

    Kinda just lost inspiration... I basically forced myself to pick up my sketchbook tonight because I know it makes my family kind of sad that I stopped drawing.... plus, the more I look at any art I do, the more I hate it XD I start seeing all the flaws and things I wished I done differently, so I tend to drive myself crazy with that sort of thinking.

    [–] He's a goddamn precious lil cinnamon roll! TheDemonQueenLuna 6 points ago in gaming

    He's an NPC who lives in Oedon Chapel. Basically, he asks the player that if they find any sane survivors out in the world, to send them to the Chapel to keep them safe, since monsters stay away from the building due to the incense burned there. The more people you send him, the happier he is. He'll remark about how the people you send him will speak to him, or if they don't (you can save some grumpy ones), he'll at least be really happy they're safe.

    His character personality is summed up as a lonely, awkward, self-doubting individual. He doesn't seem to believe he's worth friendship or care, but he wants the player to be his friend. He's really sensitive.

    I was smashing the ceramic pots around the chapel, LOZ style, when I swung for a pot and accidentally hit him. The poor thing cowered, blamed himself that he'd done something wrong and believed he deserved it, and when I killed a survivor (the only one I had managed to save, since I really didn't know where all the humans where in the game yet) because she was a dick to me, he immediately blamed himself when I spoke to him, saying he must have let his guard down, that a monster must've gotten in, that there are no safe places. He continued to cower and blame himself for the duration of the game, until I killed him. His corpse stayed there the rest of the game. I felt horrible.

    On this second playthrough, I managed to save everyone you're supposed to (there are some NPCs in the game you shouldn't save, or actions you shouldn't take if you want all of them to survive), and when I spoke to him again after saving the final person, he was happy, he even asked the player (me) if, when the night is over and things are safe again, if maybe we could remain friends. I love this weird little guy.

    [–] He's a goddamn precious lil cinnamon roll! TheDemonQueenLuna 3 points ago in gaming

    He's a precious cinnamon roll that needs to be protected

    [–] Finally got a PS4 and a few games to go with it. There goes my weekend! TheDemonQueenLuna 1 points ago in gaming

    Bloodborne is amazing. I'm on my second playthrough on New Game Plus and I absolutely love it. For those of you struggling to get past Central Yharnam, try getting some friends to go through the game with you. It's tons of fun to do it in teams, and you guys can get hella blood echos if you each go to one another's worlds and kill the bosses off in each one as you clear them in your own world.

    [–] People who've dated a psycho: what incident made you aware that you were dating a psycho? TheDemonQueenLuna 3 points ago in AskReddit

    He told me he was a demon borne from the blood off the sword of Satan... and then proceeded to tell me once we were married (I would've been 18 at the time) that we would just "stop using birth control and let things happen"...

    edit he also faked trying to kill himself when I broke it off, calling myself and my friends from a hospital phone he had access to... when I called the hospital after hearing the message he left me to ask if he was okay, the hospital staff told me no one by his name had ever been admitted to the hospital in the first place.

    [–] Mother TheDemonQueenLuna 3 points ago in creepy

    It's an amazing piece of art... it did bring to mind the "living" version of Mama in the film. People are frightened by too-long proportions, so it doesn't surprise me that's a reoccurring theme in horror artworks and writings. My own included.

    [–] Mother TheDemonQueenLuna 7 points ago in creepy

    Was this inspired by Guillermo Del Toro's "Mama"?

    [–] I was sexually assaulted in my own bed last night TheDemonQueenLuna 1 points ago * (lasted edited 15 days ago) in TwoXChromosomes

    Call the police, report the whole incident, press charges. If your boyfriend tries to convince you otherwise, you need to leave him too. Sexual assault is a crime, no matter who that person is to you or to your friends/loved ones/co-workers/etc. If you don't report this, it could be someone else next, maybe even someone who can't or won't wake up, and it could be more than fingering next time.

    I've been assaulted too. Trust me, I am angry every day the one who did it wasn't convicted. I'm scared he did it to other little kids. I wonder every day if because I didn't do something when it first happened, because I didn't tell anyone til years later, how many other 4-5 year olds that fucker got to. Don't let yourself wonder those same things.

    [–] What is the fictional character you felt most attached to? TheDemonQueenLuna 1 points ago in AskReddit

    Amethyst from Steven Universe... she really has issues with herself, but she doesn't like to show it, so she covers it up by being wild and fun and she really doesn't want anyone to feel badly, even if she herself is internally freaking out. I see a lot of myself in her... it's kind of scary to admit it.

    [–] Yesterday I finally married my best friend TheDemonQueenLuna -9 points ago in pics

    Your dresses are so pretty! Congratulations to the brides! 💜💙💚💛🧡❤